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Pages: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 40 41 42 43 44 45 46 47 48 Next page going to look like anything, not from orbit." "No," Webber agreed, her seamed face impassive beneath her sunglasses He could smell her sweat from where she sat, sharp and animal. "What the hell do you do, Webber, when you aren't doing this?" He looked at her. `Probably a hell of a lot more than you do," she said. "Part of the time I breed dogs." She took a knife from her boot and began to strop it patiently on her sole, flipping it smoothly with each stroke, like a Mexican barber sharpening a razor. "And I fish. Trout." "You have people, in New Mexico?" "Probably more than you've got," she said flatly. "I figure the ones like you and Sutcliffe, you aren't from any place at all. This is where you live, isn't it, Turner? On the site, today, the day your boy comes out. Right?" She tested the blade against the ball of her thumb, then slid it back into its sheath. "But you have people? You got a man to go back to?" "A woman, you want to know," she said. "Know any- thing about breeding dogs?" "No," he said "I didn't think so." She squinted at him. "We got a kid, too. Ours. She carried it." "DNA splice?" She nodded. "That's expensive," he said. "You know it; wouldn't be here if we didn't need to pay it off. But she's beautiful." "Your woman?" "Our kid." As SHE WALKED FROM the Louvre, she seemed to sense some articulated structure shifting to accommodate her course through the city. The waiter would be merely a part of the thing, one limb, a delicate probe or palp. The whole would be larger, much larger. How could she have imagined that it would be possible to live, to move, in the unnatural field of Virek's wealth without suffering distortion? Virek had taken her up. in all her misery, and had rotated her through the monstrous, invisible stresses of his money, and she had been changed. Of course, she thought, of course: It moves around me con- stantly, watchful and invisible, the vast and subtle mechanism of Herr Virek's surveillance. Eventually she found herself on the pavement below the terrace of the Blanc. It seemed as good a place as any. A month before, she would have avoided it; she'd spent too many evenings with Alain there. Now, feeling that she had been freed, she decided to begin the process of rediscovering her own Paris by choosing a table at the Blanc She took one near a side screen. She asked a waiter for a cognac, and shivered, watching the Paris traffic flow past, perpetual river of steel and glass, while all around her, at other tables, strangers ate and smiled, drank and argued, said bitter good- byes or swore private fealties to an afternoon's feeling. Butshe smiledshe was a part of it all. Something in her was waking from a long and stifled sleep, brought back into the light in the instant she'd fully opened her eyes to Alain's viciousness and her own desperate need to continue loving him. But that need was fading, even as she sat here. The shabbiness of his lies, somehow, had broken the chains of her depression. She could see no logic to it, because she had known, in some part of herself, and long before the business wih Gnass, exactly what it was that Alain did in the world, and that had made no difference to her love. In the face of this new feeling, however, she would forgo logic. It was enough, to be here, alive, at a table in the Blanc, and to imagine all around her the intricate machine that she now knew Virek had deployed. Ironies, she thought, seeing the young waiter from Napo- leon Court step up onto the terrace. He wore the dark trousers he had worked in, but the apron had been replaced with a blue windbreaker. Dark hair fell across his forehead in a smooth wing. He came toward her, smiling, confident, know- ing that she wouldn't run. There was something in her then that wanted very badly to run, but she knew that she wouldn't. Irony, she told herself: As I luxuriate in the discovery that I am no special sponge for sorrow, but merely another fallible animal in this stone maze of a city, I come simultaneously to see that I am the focus of some vast device fueled by an obscure desire. "My name is Paco," he said, pulling out the white-painted iron chair opposite her own "You were the child, the boy, in the park . "A long time ago, yes." He sat. "Sefior has preserved the image of my childhood." "I have been thinking, about your Sefior." She didn't look at him, but at the passing cars, cooling her eyes in the flow of traffic, the colors of polycarbon and painted steel. "A man like Virek is incapable of divesting himself of his wealth. His money has a life of its own. Perhaps a will of its own. He implied as much when we met." "You are a philosopher." "I'm a tool, Paco. I'm the most recent tip for a very old machine in the hands of a very old man, who wishes to pene- trate something and has so far f~led to do so. Your em- ployer fumbles through a thousand tools and somehow chooses me . "You are a poet as well!" She laughed, taking her eyes from the traffic; he was grinning, his mouth bracketed in deep vertical grooves. "While I walked here, I imagined a structure, a machine so large that I am incapable of seeing it. A machine that surrounds me, anticipating my every step." "And you are an egotist as well?" "Am I?" "Perhaps not. Certainly, you are observed. We watch, and it is well that we do. Your friend in the brasserie, we watch him as well. Unfortunately, we've been unable to determine where he obtained the hologram he showed you. Very likely, he already had it when he began to phone your friend's number Someone got to him, do you understand? Someone has put him in your way. Don't you think that this is most intriguing? Doesn't it pique the philosopher in you?" "Yes, I suppose it does I took the advice you gave me, in the brasserie, and agreed to his price. "Then he will double it." Paco smiled. "Which is of no importance to me, as you pointed out. He has agreed to contact me tomorrowi I assume that you can arrange the delivery of the money. He asked for cash "Cash"he rolled his eyes"how risqmi! But, yes, I can. And I know the details as well. We were monitoring the conversation. Not difficult, as he was helpful enough to broadcast it himself, from a bead microphone. We were anxious to learn who that broadcast was intended for, but we doubt he knows that himself." "It was unlike him," she said, frowning, "to excuse him- self, to break off that way, before he had made his demands. He fancies he has a flair for the dramatic moment "He had no choice," Paco said "We engineered what he took to be a failure of the bead's power source It required a trip to the hommes. then. He said very nasty things about you, alone in the cubicle." She gestured to her empty glass as a waiter passed. "I still find it difficult to see my part in this, my value. To Virek, I mean." "Don't ask me. You are the philosopher, here. I merely execute Sefior's orders, to the best of my ability." "Would you like a brandy, Paco? Or perhaps some coffee?" "The French," he said, with great conviction, "know nothing about coffee." "MAYBE YOU CAN RUN that one by me again," Bobby said, around a mouthful of rice and eggs "I thought you already said it's not a religion." Beauvoir removed his eyeglass frames and sighted down one of the earpieces. "That wasn't what I said. I said you didn't have to worry about it, is all, whether it's a religion or not It's Just a structure. Lets you an' me discuss some things that are happening, otherwise we might not have words for it, concepts" "But you talk like these, whatchacallem, lows, are" "Loa," Beauvoir corrected, tossing his glasses down on the table He sighed, dug one of the Chinese cigarettes from Two-a-Day's pack, and lit it with the pewter skull. "Plural's same as the singular." He inhaled deeply, blew out twin streams of smoke through arched nostrils. "You think reli- gion, what are you thinking about, exactly?" "Well, my mother's sister, she's a Scientologist, real ortho- dox, you know? And there's this woman across the hall, she's Catholic. My old lady' `he paused, the food gone tasteless in his mouth-' `she'd put these holograms up in my room sometimes, Jesus or Hubbard or some shit. I guess I think about that." "Vodou isn't like that," Beauvoir said. "It isn't concerned with notions of salvation and transcendence. What it's about is getting things done. You follow me? In our system, there are many gods. spirits Part of one big family, with all the virtues, all the vices. There's a ritual tradition of communal manifestation, understand? Vodou says, there's God, sure, Gran Met, but He's big, too big and too far away to worry Himself if your ass is poor, or you can't get laid. Come on, man, you know how this works, it's street religion, came out of a dirt-poor place a million years ago. Vodou's like the street. Some duster chops out your sister, you don't go camp on the Yakuza's doorstep, do you? No way. You go to somebody, though, who can get the thing done. Right?" Bobby nodded, chewing thoughtfully. Another derm and two glasses of the red wine had helped a lot, and the big man had taken Two-a-Day for a walk through the trees and the fluorescent jackstraws, leaving Bobby with Beauvoir. Then Jackie had shown up all cheerful, with a big bowl of this eggs-and-rice stuff, which wasn't bad at all, and as she'd put it down on the table in front of him, she'd pressed one of her tits against his shoulder. "So," Beauvoir said, "we are' concerned with getting things done. If you want, we're concerned with systems. And so are you, or at least you want to be, or else you wouldn't be a cowboy and you wouldn't have a handle, right?" He dunked what was left of the cigarette in a fingerprinted glass half full of red wine. "Looks like Two-a-Day was about to get down to serious partying, about the time the shit hit the fan "What shit's that?" Bobby asked, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand. "You," Beauvoir said, frowning. "Not that any of it is your fault. As much as Two-a-Day wants to make out that's the case." "He does? He seems pretty tense now Real bitchy, too." |
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